So I watched A Chorus Line last night (but didn’t do any sewing, I’ll blame the cats). I realized that I am now older than EVERY ONE of the characters, including the “old lady”, Sheila (who is *GASP* 29!).
How did that happen? Stories used to be about people who were older than I am. It gave me something to look forward to. I realize that if I were a dancer, I’d be washed up by now. Dancing requires a lot of strength and energy. It’s definitely a young person’s career. And they have such passion about it. I enjoy things, I feel strongly about things, but I come to find that I am not passionate about very much. I remember being passionate, putting all of my energy into feeling happy or devastated. And I remember what and more importantly WHO I was passionate about. I wonder if I wasted my passion on the wrong things. I’m happy that I never got in big trouble and I’m content with my life now, but I wonder what I could have accomplished with my life if I had applied my passion to something constructive.
