Wednesday 11/1/2006

So it’s an uncreative heading. I haven’t been feeling the funny much lately. We had a nice Halloween, despite working. We passed out candy to the local Trick or Treaters and then turned off the lights and went over to Darrel’s around 8 for a little get together. Nice to see all the friends. I was supremely uninspired in the costume realm this year and I’m sorry that this made Tiernen not have as much fun. He really enjoys Halloween and I’m having trouble finding the inspiration to do anything lately. It just seems like everything is too much trouble with all of the getting up, washing, going to work, coming home, eating and sleeping I have to do. Yes, I have been spending too much time on the computer, but even the enthusiasm for that is fading. I didn’t play at all yesterday and I’m sure the world would not end if I didn’t play tonight. I just feel like there’s so much to do and no time to do it in, while at the same time, not being able to muster the energy to work on stuff (like housecleaning and dishes) that will just get messed up/dirty again. I’m hoping it’s just seasonal, linked to the shorter days, but I’m really starting to wonder if I’m going through some depression. It seems silly. I have nothing to be depressed ABOUT, my life is good, we’re a lot less worried about money than we were. But I can’t seem to get motivated about anything. So aggravating.